Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Spinnin, no DJ

The studio has been giving me hell lately. I go in and sometimes and I don't get to work on a damn thing that I like. Staying up late night, tryna get shit right,  keepin my game tight, its a winless fight. The studio's having some work done on it over the next week, and today I took it as a good excuse to have a personal moment. I rolled up, then lit up in the booth, baked it out, had some Hennessy, and let my mind melt. I was watching the carpenter, he was measuring and cutting wood for the addition of a new piece to the sound board. I saw his saw-blade, spinning endlessly in the same place. Thats how I felt, like a saw-blade endlessly cutting through tasks, again, and again, spinning in place.My minds spinnin, like its got its own DJ. I need a new jam, when my emotions well up like this thats normally when it happens, but this is different. This is a "I wana knock a fool out the fuck out" kinda feeling. Nothing to go home to but myself, or some slut that pretends not to be. I got cars, money, clothes, hos, but whats it all for?

"I need a vacation yo!" I shouted in the booth. The carpenter looked back and waved at me in a confused manner, while Jamie, one of my employees, looked up, took off his headphones, and said "No Way Steezy Ster, theres so much bullshit we gotta do!"

I said non negotiable, and asked if he wanted to tag along. Plus this would allow the work on my studio to get done much faster without any interference. I invited a bunch of my friends and family to come along, I think were going to go to Dubai, or maybe Ibiza. Whichever is preferred by all, I just need a good party, some memories, a release, who knows, maybe ill find a female that can handle my lifestyle, and that isn't just using me. Whatever happens, ill be good, just need a break from this spin cycle right now, time to drop the beat. Look out for me, im hoppin in my jet and cruisin' round, you know its goin down if im in your town. The Sterling you know and love is coming to your town, brace yourselves, its time to get loose, boys swag it out, and ladies bring your best. Sterling out!

1 comment:

  1. Hi Sterling,

    You had mentioned you might be coming out to KC soon. You should hit me up. I could really use a friend right now. Let me know.

    Oh, you can just message me on here for my contact information. Yeah, so let me know.

    -Blake

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